A Few Things...

So lately...
1) I am so beyond sick of it snowing!! I am in dire need for a vacation to a warm destination with no snow in sight! even though Hawaii was only four months ago lol but really I hate driving in it, walking in it, going out in it in general... I need to take up a winter hobby i suppose...

2) put on a new pair of pantyhose today. HA it was a joke. I don't consider myself chubby or fat {although i do joke about it on occasion}
but... they were so tight my legs looked like sausage links, quite a sight I'm sure! now I know I haven't recently gained 20lbs. so I couldn't figure out why this new pair just wasn't cutting it, or was cutting it (the circulation to my legs), til I noticed the box said SUPPORT HOSE, what was I thinking?!? so let this be a lesson to all don't buy support hose if you want to breath while wearing them...

3)Since we had a birthday party this week...My baby officially is a toddler... no longer a baby and I am sure having mixed emotions about it.
on one hand I want him to stay my sweet angel baby that loves to cuddle with me even when hes not tired or sad, thanks me for everything, says sorry when I stub my own toe, tells me he loves me a million times a day and gives endless kisses!...
and on the other hand I want him to be potty trained, talk to me in complete UNDERSTANDABLE sentences, want to sleep in his big boy bed with out me having to lay by him for an hour til he falls asleep, and grow into a wonderful man that any mother could be proud to say is her son...
but just for right now I want him to stay my sweet baby a little while longer!!

4)I long for some pink in our home, I am outnumbered with aust and janson, BUT on the plus side of it...
my boys compete to kiss mom. ha it is my favorite game..when janson sees aust give me a kiss and he runs as fast as he can and pushes aust out of the way so he can give me a big fat kiss and tell me wove you mom!! priceless..

5)i realized a few things this week,... how much i take aust for granted! AND that its alot harder to stay at home with janson than it is to go to work at the office full time! since aust has been slightly handicap this week and I took off a few days to help him i have endlessly chased janson around in circles, played basketball, mr popatoe head, guns, colored, and taken the garbage out to the road more than ever before!
I take so much that he helps with for granted!

I've just been thinking lately.. random!